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But…

• I could never tell him
• I would be terrified of ruining our relationship
• He goes to school thousands of miles away from me on the opposite end of the country
• No one could ever be as good as he is for me

I miss him all the time and when I do get to talk to him I don’t want it to end. I have always had this small feeling but today it just really hit me. He is going on a trip for spring break and I just didn’t want our conversation to end. But I also worry about him and care about him so so so much. And I think if he knew he would admit to feeling the same but what we have now is so good I think we are both afraid of telling the other the while truth. What  to do?

So I used to absolutely hate running but it has always been something I wished I liked to do. The real reason I hated it was because I wasn’t any good at it. Well anyone can run but running takes practice. You have to build up. So a few weeks ago I decided I just really need to start running because people who run long distances have skinnier legs so I therefor wanted to run and had new found motivation to get me started. 

I could not even run a mile straight when I started…I could hardly run for 2 minutes without stopping I am now up to 2 miles with no break for walking in between and I want to get to 5 maybe. I am not sure because I do get bored but by then it will be nicer outside to run and that is less boring. 

And after having started running I am seeing a huge difference in the way my clothes fit me. My boobs are shrinking (this is like the best part!)! I am getting really close to a nice flat stomach, my legs are way more toned and skinnier, my waste is smaller, my arms are smaller overall I look way better. I just have to really keep this going…I can do it…I am doing it!

Keep on running.