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Totally inspired to get in shape! I can do it!

Watching the swimsuit competition none of those girls were sticks. And I know I will never be but I know I can look good. I know I can get a flat stomach and get rid of the extra giggle on my thighs. I know I can look toned and fit and shed a couple inches off here and there. I know I can be better and I know I will be better. 

None of the contestants were perfect by any stretch but they were all in fantastic shape and worked hard to get there. I will have that. I am going to work hard and I am going to be in the best shape of my life!

I am going to shape my legs and sculpt my abs and I am going to tone my ass and get the body I have always wanted and a body I can rock and be proud of rather than one that holds me back and demolishes my confidence!

Who’s with me?

426 calories burned on the elliptical. 

I decided as part of my new year’s resolution to be more active and lose weight and be a better dancer I will be posting my daily activity. I will also weigh in every Sunday. 

I am going to do this! I am losing this weight and I am going to keep it off. 

it feels so good. I will finally be what everyone else wants me to be. What I want so desperately. I will be skinny and people will like me. I am not giving up this time. No eating today, tomorrow, or the day after. I keep thinking about how much I want to eat but then I just tell myself no and each time I do I feel better and better and closer to achieving what I need. They will pay. This is their fault. They have done this to me and there is no turning back now. 

Tonight was great because it sucked! I went to an open ballet class at a professional school and a lot of the PD girls were back from intensives or on vacation from the companies they are dancing with and they were all skinny and beautiful and o so talented and then there was lousy, short, fat me. 

I can’t do anything about being short but I can fix lousy and fat and I will. I need to get my butt into shape and stop eating crap. I need to go to bed hungry rather than full. I need to sweat more, work more, and work harder. I will do this once and for all. 

I am motivated. 

Also watching the perfection that is rhythmic gymnastics didn’t hurt the motivation…only fueled it! 

So my friends and I were watching an old video of me and one of them says to me “you’ve lost weight” and I was like what no I haven’t. One I really haven’t and two I do not see it. I look the same in old pictures as I do in new ones. I just don’t get it.

It also doesn’t help that I ate like shit this week. Gotta get back on track. 15-20 lbs. by summer is totally doable. I am now remotivated!

So the last few weeks the semester has started and I am settling into my schedule which includes dancing 30+ hours per week…awesome! and also includes running about 4 miles a week not a lot but just enough. 

I have been working so hard. Eating right nice and healthy with lots of veggies making sure to get enough protein and all that good stuff. 

So tonight I had 3 hours of practice. This morning I had 2 hours of ballet and 2 hours of modern. Practice begins with 30 mins of cardio so I ran 2 miles and felt great. I was wearing running shorts and on the way to practice noticed how much thinner my legs look. And I also decided to wear my running tank top which I don’t wear very often because I never thought I could pull it off because you could always see my stomach bulge and and my fat arms and not to mention I have larger boobs for my size but the gym has been so hot that is what I decided to wear. 

I did cardio and felt great and then led a super intense warm up which was soooo good I was dripping sweat! S for one of the things for warm we did developes and when I did mine t the back I noticed I could start seeing my chest bones which is something I have always wanted. My collar bone is also a lot more prominent. 

And what is great too is that people are starting to really notice how great I look. This just pushes me even harder!

I danced 7 hours yesterday and another 3 today! Feeling fantastic. And eating healthy.